星期四, 五月 29, 2014

哈哈,看到跑步成绩和艰难的选择-重返舞台了

Keep grounded so it’s like you have four legs
That way you can stay in this world
Also, no looking at the world through your head
Look through your heart instead
That way you will know god
Having a baby is like getting a tattoo on your face

I love your pain
And I love that when we are together, I can make it go away
I disappear into the person I love
I am the permeable membrane
If I love you, you can have it all
I will assume your debts, and project upon you all sorts of nifty qualities you’ve never actually cultivated in your self
Until I am so exhausted and depleted
The only way I can recover is by becoming infatuated with someone else

It begins when the object of your affection bestows upon you a heady hallucinogenic dose of something you’ve never even dared to admit you wanted
An emotional speed-ball of thunderous love and excitement
Soon you start craving that attention with the hungry obsession of any junkie
When it’s withheld, you turn sick, crazy, not to mention resentful of the dealer who encouraged this addiction in the first place but now refuses to pony up the good stuff
He used to give it to you for free
Next stage finds you skinny, shaking in the corner, certain only that you’d sell your soul just to have that one thing one more time
He looks at you like someone he’s never met before
The irony is you can hardly blame him
Check yourself out, you’re a mess
Unrecognizable even to your own eyes
You have now reached infatuations’ final destination
The complete and merciless devaluation of self

The passion for life is gone

I wanna go to some place where I can marvel at something
Since I was 15, I’ve either been with a guy or breaking up with a guy
I have not given myself 2 weeks of a breather to deal with myself

Attravasiamo-let’s cross over

Solo

Dorce far niente- the sweetness of doing nothing


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